So I had my wisdom teeth out on Wednesday. Just a few weeks earlier than planned. But what has it made me do... Well stop! It has made me stop.

Some would say that's great. The reality is that all it has done is made me think. Sometimes way to much about what I don't need to and some time has been spent maybe getting some clarity.

The season that I've been living in seems to be still strongly holding on. I am slowing trying to live during the storms and struggles but I long for a season of pure blessings.

I need to evaluate my life and it's purpose. I need to maybe make the decisions that others are scared to make and maybe at the end of it, I need to own what is mine and what is not.

My heart is in a weird place as I journey. Changes are coming, doors are going to close soon and I know that some will open but I need to be in the hallway, having my eyes open to what is going to open. I trust that.. I just don't know if I have the patience right now. I need to find that patience.