It's a strange feeling to have a forward motion but not know where you are going..... it's like a wind that pushes you towards a cliff even though you are running away.
It was in this moment that I did what any person who is lost should do. I stopped! I didn't continue on the path, but took steps to stop.
My life is extremely busy..... Most people know that... People don't understand how I do all the things I do and I don't either. But I find in life, there is so much to do and celebrate that sometimes what others see as chores I see as pleasures.
I sacrifice not for an ego boost that it might allow others to benefit.
in the midst of being lost, I doubted God! a few situations and circumstances made me question... I find questioning ok as long as you don't mind hearing the answer. WHATEVER that answer is....
God challenged me with this:
You doubt my ability to provide, yet you ask for it anyway. You doubt my ability to create, Yet you live everyday in my perfection, You doubt my ability to protect, Yet you are living in my hands, You doubt my love for you, Yet I gave you my son.
It floored me to think of how blinded we can become by our own thoughts.
A YouTube clip that I stumbled over is the beautiful song Don't doubt him now.. This solo is one I have played but it spoke to me beyond the words as I hope that it does for you.
