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Friday, March 16, 2012

memories are still swirling

It's been a little while since my last blog. A lot has happened and for some of the time, I've found myself caring more about the precious time I have and less about the people that consume my time.

Life was never meant to be easy.... That's what the old saying says. Well Life isn't easy and it's not always fun. It's not always positive and it's not at all uneventful.

Over the last month, I have slaved my life away at work, taken the time to spend time with the people I love dearly, let people go from my life, found wonderful new friends and even looked at life in a new perspective.

One thing that always comes back to me in my thoughts is the amazing journey that I walk. I have been reminded lately that life is not permanent. At some point we all leave this world. I personally  know that one day I'm going to chill in God's Backyard, but I hope that those I have farewelled lately will be there waiting for me.

People can say what they want about me, but I truly believe what I say I believe. It's the choice I make and even when life is not going well, I know that I am carried in those moments.

My mind is swirling because that is where my mind is.... trying to sort out the many compartments of data into something that is clear. It might take a while but I'm thinking.... LOOK OUT!!! I'm on a mission.